Life is like throwing up the food you just ate, after listening to George Bush deliver another hilarious speech. Things that go down, eventually come back up...if provoked...or, no. That's not what I'm trying to say at all...
What I'm really trying to say, is that there are always ups and downs. I've been having a lot of ups lately. I've felt pretty all right with myself this past week or so. I'm proud of the work I've done. And the changes I've made in these past 2 months. But I'm still feeling the "down" time I had 3, 4, or however many months it was ago. It was pretty low. And as much as I try to get away from it, it sticks on me like my shadow. All of those things that happened in the past don't hurt nearly as much now as they did back then. But I definitely lost a lot of things and some people by the end of it. And I don't know what I could have done differently. Still, it wasn't all my fault. Maybe I shouldn't have been so honest. Well...not so much honest, but open. That's a better word. I shouldn't have been so open, and hopeful, and naive.
But anyway!...back to my point, I actually have been having a lot of good times lately. Going to WV with Jaime this past weekend was a blast, as expected. I've been noticing those results from the gym. I've been making new friends. Were going back to WV next weekend for Amberlee and Damien's wedding, and we get to dress up for Halloween! I'm going as a zombie maybe? We'll see...but yeah, times have been good lately.
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